| I just noticed that currently I don't really have friends.... and I honestly kind of like it this way.
I also noticed I tend to start out most of my entries using some form of the word notice. Good thing my goal in life is not to write novels, because I'm pretty sure starting every paragraph with the phrase "I just noticed" would not be recieved well.... and then there are those run-on sentences. |
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| I was really looking forward to this weekend cuz my brother was supposed to come home, but now he's not and I feel really depressed for some reason. I miss him way more than I thought I would, and I'm sick of people telling me that they know what I'm going through because they remember when their brothers and sisters left to college. They have no idea what it's like to be seperated from your twin. As cheesy as it sounds it's like a part of me is missing. He's my best friend and it's weird that from now on we probably will never be in the same place for a prolonged period of time. We both have started our lives and I guess I need to accept that, but I miss him always being there and I miss always having someone to hang out with. |
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| So, there was this news story on how actor's who die get far more attention than all the soldiers dying in Iraq and how those are the important deaths because they are true Amercan 'heroes' who are saving our country. They deserve more attention because celebrities don't do anything great for our country. In my opinion I think any death is equally as sad, and also, I think that these soldiers KNOW what their risk is when they VOLUNTARILY sign up to be in the armed forces. Yes it's brave and very cool that they want to fight for their country, but they're not forced to. Ther'es no draft. It doesn't make their death any more sad than anyone elses. I may be insensitive but there was this study done by the APA that found that a majority of soldiers joined the army because they wanted to kill people and it's the only time they could ever act on their urges. Does that make them murderers. in my opinion yes. I just don't support the war altogether. If there was a draft and soldiers were dying, I'd feel differently..... but this is an unnecessary war, and no one forces anyone to join the army. So why should I feel guilty? |
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| I think my family hates me. I just found out (by searching through my mom's mail{looking for my mail because she never gives it to me}) that they are taking a vacation to California and Disneyland in a couple weeks without me. And apparantly they've been planning it for weeks now and havent even told me, and my mom is having my grandma come to BABYSIT me. Wtf? If this is all true, I'm moving out. haha. The only reason I was staying at home was to save some oney, but they cleary don't enjoy having me home and I refuse to be babysat. I'll just need an apartment for like 4 months until I go back off to school. Thank God. |
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| I've read 5 books in the past 48 hours.
This is what Vancouver has done to me.
I called admissions at U of O, and Northern Arizona and Colorado today to see if they've made any progress and nothing. So I asked them if they factored in disabilities or being foreighn and one lady hung up on me.
I just want to go to school. |
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